I'm back from the weekend!! Also rain rain RAIN. Instant mood boost!
Today my backs feel a lot better so I went to classes anyway. French was interesting, but I left the Literature class feeling mentally drained and even slightly traumatized. It was SCARY. I didn't understand batshit of it and the teacher, though she seems nice, was really scary when she mentioned hating college initiation rituals.
My seniors are absolutely amazing, nonetheless! Kind of makes me want to skip the next week of classes and decently participate in the rituals, rather than being mortified and killed little by little by that kind of classes again.
OKAY so I learned a valuable lesson: NO MATTER how much your French teacher actually looks disappointed for first graders not skipping her class in order to have fun out there, NEVER assume other teachers even remotely feel okay about it. My Literature teacher CLEARLY DOES NOT. It's my fault for opening my mouth, though TwT ~
BUT SERIOUSLY THAT CLASS IS LEGITLY SCARY. I left knowing even less than I did before entering. Having to skip further classes and knowing I've made the teacher dislike me doesn't help at all either. WHAT DO I DO ;____;
I have so much to take care of this week TwT ~ but people keep telling me to have fun and "turn the brain off" for a couple of weeks in order to properly enjoy these moments because they won't ever happen again ~
TOUGH COLLEGE LIFE, MAN. TOUGH CHOICES.
