Aaaah ~ hisashiburi!
I guess when I'm back home, I revert to my otaku/wota/gamer self. No matter how "normal" college makes me look on the outside, I'll probably never get rid of my slightly-hikikomori habits? TwT fluffy tons of pillows and warm blankets with my laptop and delicious snacks, re-watching anime that bring memories from past holidays, bawling over cute idols or running around doing and saying stupid stuff in MMOs, all while chatting along with good buddies until 5AM on Skype; I can't say I didn't miss these times at all, no matter how much fun I'm having in Lisbon ;^;
I think it's healthy, though ~ social life and then a little bit of physical solitude to temporarily logout from the massive rollercoaster that is my life in the capital. Balance, balance! I should probably embrace this little lonewolf'ish side of mine as a way to recharge batteries, don't you agree?
Because in the end, a person who wants to truely connect with me, has to accept the fact that no matter how much interest I have in classical music, litterature and travelling/foreign languages, I also embrace anime, japanese idols and MMORPGs as part of my deepest interests as well, right? Specially given that the later bunch and the wonderful people I've befriended through these common interests have helped me growing up to become the person I am today and surpassing a handful of very challenging moments in the past. And one should never disregard such a thing! ;A;
People who love me despite my off-beat habits and interests, thank you for remaining by my side for all these years ~ <3
Hopefully my new friends from over there will come to connect with me in the same way ;w; ~
I'm off to watching a couple more episodes of Kuragehime and then I should go sleep. Oyasuminasai everyone! ~
