Today I worked on a group project with my french group with two new friends. They're called Joao and Pedro and they're just. SO. Sweet with me.
Joao is a library rat, with every single letter of these words. He even works in one. He's devoured every classic, every referential oeuvre-d'art, he can tell you about almost anything you want to know that has been written in the canonical litterature. It is useless to say how motivated I feel while working with someone like him.
Pedro is also an absolutely adorable person. He's more carefree than Joao, I'd say he's more of an emotional person rather than a logical person (thus identifies more with me, haha), yet still has so many great things to say and share with everyone. Maybe a little more shy, more quiet, yet still a very amazing and caring person. Talking to him always puts a smile on your face.
I feel like I'm like their little pet or something, not in the bad way though, LOL. I mean, they always are so kind towards me and act so unselfishly, always trying to make me feel at ease and happy.
Basically, I have to say a LOT of people have been doing this ever since I'm here. Even the veterans, who always act tough in front of us freshmen, kind of have that understanding, caring attitude towards me.
... Why do I have the feeling everyone sees me as a little pet rather than a proper college girl? Do I look THAT defenseless ever since I'm here? TwT ~
tasukete dayoooo ~
(I mean, it's probably a good thing, but I don't want people later to think I've been putting a fake naivety mask when they find out I'm much more intense than what I appear for now? ... People who've known me for a long time know what I'm talking about. Behind the innocent and weak looks, I'm sort of like the one who babysits and puts most of them on the line when bad times arrise *not being on my high-horses or anything, it's the truth and most of my close friends will tell you so*; I'm not as passive as I might appear, specially not with things I care a lot with. Yet I feel like I should earn everyone's trust and show my intentions and humility before imposing a fierce position here. Aaaargh, I don't know, it's so hard to explain so I should shut up now.)
Aaaanyway, time to go downstairs for dinner! See you ~
